Pain

No one can cut me deep enough to bleed, no one can keep me long enough from being freed. No one can hurt me bad enough to make me cry, no one can crush me enough to make my spirit die. No one can hit me hard enough to make me bruise, no one can beat me enough to make me loose.

I Miss the Way

I miss the way you hugged me, and the way you played with my hair. I miss the way you kissed me and the way you'd always be there. I miss everything you taught me, like when you taught me how to fight. I just can't accept the fact now, that im alone at night. I miss the way we talked like we were best friends, I miss the way we walked the walk that never ends. I miss the way we'd play like no one else was there, I miss the way you'd tell me how much you really do care. I miss the way we'd party hard till early the next morning, I miss the way when I'd sleep, my dreams about you would be soaring. I miss the way you loved me, how i thought we'd be together forever.

You

I think your really cute, I think your really fly. I love your blonde hair and beautiful blue eyes. I like your flashy shades, I love your trendy clothes. I love your delicate features, especially your nose. I like your hip-hop style, and bling-bling class, but most of all I love your sexii ass.

Forgetting Him

Forget his name, forget his face. Forget his kisses, and warm embrace. Forget the love that once was true, remember now there's something new. Forget the times we spent together, remember now, he's gone forever.

Forever More
(to daddy)

It was the shocking news that brought tears to my eyes, and you made me remember what it's like to cry. That dreadful day that took your life away. Everyone felt the pain you felt for so long. It's harder than i thought or imagined life would be without you by my side. We will think of you always, and we will always know that you will be looking down on us forever more.

Love

Certain matters in life cannot be bescribed. Love is invitable and as sure as the sun, Why it happens, How it happens, it does not matter. As your head spins, as your mind races, as your dreams grow higher and deeper, and the stars seem closer than ever. Wondering why you feel the way you do is not the issue. Love is when you know it's there, and nothing else matters.

Life

Sitting in a corner afraid to close my eyes, you took away my brave from me and now I have to hide. How to repay you, as I think looking in the sky, sitting in a corner afraid that I might die. People see you different now, I'm a scared little child, sitting in a corner, scared to be wild. People try to help me but what is there to do, sitting in a corner scared to look at you.

Fallen

I've fallen, fallen into the dark...you'll never find me, I dont want to be found. Leave me alone, I'll never tell you about me. I've run through time and space to the back of my mind, where you can never find me, you don't know me, you never will. My thoughts and dreams are filled with evil. You try to understand what it's like to be me, but no matter how hard you look you'll never see, you'll never know, I'll never tell. I'll hide in my dark corner of my mind all alone. I don't care what you think, I don't need you. All I need is my mind, my thoughts, my dreams, all alone so get away leave me be. You'll never know what it's like to be me.

Can't Get You Out of My Head

Couldn't sleep last night, too busy thinking about you. Can't get you out of my head but what am i supposed to do? Every night while I sleep, I dream about me and you, for us to finally be together would be a dream come true. I can't seem to do anything without you in my head. Every night I think about you, as I lie awake in bed. Every time I'm around you I start to shake, I can't think of what to say. My heart starts beating really fast, and all my fears simply melt away. As I stare into your eyes I always seem to get lost. I would give anything to be with you, no matter what the cost. I think I'm going crazy, I don't know what to do. My hearts controls my mind, I 've fallen in love with you.

The Way I Love You

I wish you could see the way I love you, the way your in my dreams at night, the way I smile when your around, the way I sparkle when I hear your sound. I wish you could see the way I love you, the way your always there when I need you, the way when I laugh at your jokes when their not always funny, the way when its rainy you can make it sunny. I wish you could see the way I love you, the way your in my every thought, the way I long to be yours all the time. I wish, I just wish that you could be mine.

Troubles

Where do I go from here? I can't tell you because my heart is filled with fear. Even though I know the cause, I feel there is nothing to make it stop, except your gentle loveing touch. I know to you it doesn't seem like much, but to me it means the world. Because you warm me when I'm could, you don't even have to be there, I just think of you and all my troubles disappear.

Wish

I wish I could tell you how much I love you, but I'm scared that you don't feel the same. I wish I could have just one more chance to show you how happy I can make you. Every time I see you, my heart burst into flames, because I can't hold you or give you a kiss. But these are not the big things I miss, I miss the feeling of being wanted, loved, and held. This poem can't even begin to describe the things my heart holds.

Broken Child

I'm scrunched up on my bed, trying to find something else to think instead of this dreaded day. My hands are all dry and cracked, just like the walls in my room. I'm trying to tell myself it's ok, eveything will be over soon. I can hear the screaming downstairs, then the hit that will silence it all. Then I hear the thump of a body, braking as it falls. Oh no, footsteps coming up the stairs. Buddy standing at the door, hearing me scream over and over, Buddy no more, please! Then it's silent. I can hear the birds singing, like this is a happy day. Buddy doesn't want to look at me, so he walks away.

Thanks
(to: amanda kelly)

What would I do without you by my side? You have helped and given me so much, you'll never understand, you'll never know. I will never be able to thank you enough. You put me back on solid ground, you gave me something to look forward to. You filled my head with hopes, and dreams, you put my life back together. You were there when I needed you the most, you were there when I needed to talk, and yet it seems it never bothers you. You know things just wouldn't be the same without you around. I just wanna say thanks and I love you.

You Were

You found a part of me that I couldn't hide, you made me happy, into you I could confide. When I awoke to a bad dream you were there holding me tight, making me smile, making everything feel so right. The day you started to act different, I knew we were going to fall apart. I couldn't accept the words you said, each mumbled word you said broke my heart. I tried my best to make you happy, scince you ahve done so much for me, but I couldn' t make you feel that - no matter how hard that would be. I feel no need to go anywhere, and all I want to do is sleep. I don't mean to bother you, but can't you see the pain is too deep?

Memories

I remember when I first met you, the smile on your face. Seems like a million years ago, a different time and place. I remember when i kissed you, the warmth inside my heart. I thought it'd last a lifetime, I swore we'd never part. I thought about the future, I started making plans. Forever you'd be my man, forever I'd be your woman. We went places together so that eevryone could see the person that wanted to spend the rest of their life with me. I told you that I loved you, I told you that I cared, I told you that if you were falling just to look back and I'd be there. I know I didn't have all the answers, sometimes I only guessed, but through it all I'd have to say I always tried my best. I wasn;t always perfect, I wasn't always right, I know sometimes I wasn't even worthy of your sight. I know I took for granted the love that you had to share. All I ever wanted was for you to know that I cared. Our lives have changed directions, as often lovers do often times - change sometimes. I often wonder just what lies ahead. Sometimes I'd like to turn back time, and take back what I said. We've both gone different places, we'v both gone different ways. I know sometimes I let you down when trouble came our way. I know sometimes I did things you didn't comprehend, but through all the years and all the tears our memeories will never end.

Missing Him

I'm sitting here awake, there's too muh on my mind, I think of him and I do it all the time. I don't know what it is that made me like him so much, now he's so far away I'm scared we're not going to keep in touch. Hours have passed as I toss and turn, it's so late. When will I learn to stop ding this to myslf and get him off my mind? But there's just something about him, he's one of a kind. We're walking along a beach hand in hand, as he sneaks me a kiss-I feel so special cause he's my man. The sun on the ocean is glittering as we watch it set together. It's so romantic, when I'm with him I feel as light as a feather. But now it's time to wake up and all that was just a dream. I wish it was real now how I just want to scream. I miss him so much, I wish I could be with him. To be with him I would travel through the worst of weather. This is the love I'm suffering through, I need to see him, and I won't be happy until I do.

Loosing You

Thanks for trying to stop me from crying by saying that we will be something. I realized in my time away, your falling for her more and more each and every day. We'll never be together again and now I'm left here alone, trying to keep myself from crying in the dark every night. But it ends up I've been crying on the inside from the begining knowing that I would loose you to someone else.

Back and Forth

I don't want to think about you or anything else, I just want to forget everything and be alright. Forget about what we had, forget about the times we shared. Just to get you out of my mind, will free me for a while. Until I see your face, then everything will go back as it was. Never will I completely forget because I fell for you and sometimes it's hard to get back up. But I will soon move on but still keep the memories, they will forever live on in my mind.

Secretly Loving You

Secretly loving you, I still have feelings for a special someone - but I can't let them know. I have to keep it a secret, the feelings are getting so deep I don't know when thy will stop. I hope they don't get too deep, so deep that I won't be able escape them. Day by day I fall for him even more, knowing I can't have him jsut tears me apart. I wish someday, he would hold me again. The warmth of his arms makes me feel right at home, but I must give up these feelings. They are getting me nowhere, so I must say goodbye and hope he has a happy life. I can't go on like this any longer...I love you and always will.

Memories of You

I rememeber when we used to talk on te phone and how we used to talk about everything. I remember when you told me you loved me and that we'll always be together. Now that you left me I wonder if you realy meant everything you said. I f you actually had feelings for me, was everything you said a lie? And, if what we had we meant to be. I know I made mistakes, but you also made yours. I know that our relationship wasn't perfect, but I still wonder if we would ever have something special. I guess I'm just a girl who wonders if your love was really true and wondering if there would be space in your heart for me, because you'll always be in mine.

Teenage Years

Smiles, tears, superfical fears, all are apart of teenage years. First dates, first cars, having crushes on football stars. First job, first kisses, one too many hits and misses. The best part of growing up, with great achievments, and srewing up. Good girls, bad boys, finally throwing out old toys. Sneaking out, getting caught, remembering all the fights we've fought. Boyfriends, girlfriends, wishing their love never ends. Heartbreaks, making out, all just to hear parents shout. Drugs, pot, and beer. All are apart of teenage years. High school, college, then it ends, it's time to change once again. But we'll always remember all of the times. When we won, we lost, and when we cried. We'll always have memories of our fights and fears, and all the good times spent in teenage years.

Today/Done

Today is another day, a day that when I'm older, will never want agian. Today I lost the one I love, the one who loved me for me, not who I wanted to be. Who was my angel, my shining star, the one who was always there. Who saved me from crying one more tear over nothing. Who gave me love when I needed it, and who gave me his heart. Today I say goodbye to that one special person because I am done with you. Done with the way you treated me, done with the way that you made me cry. Done with you not talking to me, done with all the promises you made me. I'm done with the way you thought I was always wrong. I just want you gone

The Way I Feel

Why can't I just tell you how I really feel, and not be scared that you will leave. I wish for once, you could see I'm just the type of girl you might need. I know that I'm not perfect, I know that I have some scars, I know that I've done somethings that were wrong. You say we're too much alike and that it would never work. You say we've triend it before. Life doesn't give second chances a lot, but for some reason God gave us one, and I don't want to waste it. I don't know where to start, I'm trying my hardest to open my heart. I'm trying my best to show you my feelings, but I'm just scared that in the end we won't be together and I'll be the one who screwed it up again.

Inside

I see it in those eyes, I'll see you again once more. Even through all these lies you'll walk right through the door. I haven't seen you for the longest time, there's nothing to do there's no reason for this rhyme. I see you when I look in, you stare coldly back at me. You see the battle I ahve to win, and no one can help me or will ever see. You were gone more than a year, you hid where no one could find. I forgot that you were dear, and precious in my mind. How could have I forgotten, your beauty and your grace. I'll admit my heart was broken, and you can guess what took it's place. You will come out someday, until then I will abide. You will keep looking out in dismay, while I see you on the inside.

I'm Really Saying

When you say I'm beautiful I say yeah right, but what I'm really saying is do you really think so? When you say good job I say thanks, but what I'm really saying is I love that you notice. When you say we'll be together forever I say I hope so, but what I'm really saying is I hope forever never ends. When you say I love you, I say I love you too, but what I'm really saying is never stop saying that. When you say that I don't care, I say yes I do, but what I'm really saying is I care for you more then you'll ever know.

Getting Over You

I'm getting over you, it's harded then I thought, never had a clue. Guess I really truely loved you, but you let me go. The tears sting me eyes, as I try so hard not to cry. I hear your voice say we'll always be friends, sadly I think this is the end, I'll never see you again. Memories of days gone by overflow my mind, and rip at my heart. I beg you to take back the words that just ripped us apart. The sweet soft kisses are gone for good, you'll never hold me again. I'm so cold that I'm turning blue, I was always warm when I had you. But this is it, it's over, it's gone. I have to dry my tears, and try my best to move on.

In Your Eyes

Lost in your eyes is where I find myself, because in your eyes is where my heart can melt. I often find I dream of you, never sure what to do. I often wonder if I'm sane, but for you I'm crazy- it's so insane. To hear your voice is to make my heart soar, to hear you say hello leaves me begging for more. Some say it's obsessive, but that can't be true. Many say it's like that cause I'd do anything for you, but I know it's because I love you-and I think I always will. You captivate my heart, adn for you my heart still stands, So as I tell you how I feel for you promise you'll stay with me, and that you'll love me too.

Life's Painful Journey

It's not that I can't live without you, it's that I don't even wanna try. Everynight I dream about you, how will I ever say goodbye?Every second we get closer to the day when you go- turn your back and walk away. Who knows where you'll go. Promise me you'll look back and keep me in your heart. For if you always do this, we'll never be apart. So if we never meet along lifes painful journey, simpley remember this; you are always loved and very truely missed.

Love and Hurt

Did you ever fall in love with someone, and know they didn't care? Did you ever feel like crying, knowing it would get you nowhere? Did you ever look in someone's eyes, and say a lil prayer? Did you ever look into someone's heart, wishing you were there? Did you ever watch someone walk away, not wanting them to go? Did you ever whisper God, I love you, not wanting them to know? Do you ever cry at night in misery and almost go insane? Nothing in this world causes so much pain. If I could choose between love and death I think I'd rather die. Love hurts and the price you pay is high. So I say don't fall in love it'll hurt before it's through. You see my friend I ought to know, because I fell in loev with you.

I Love You


I love you, and that's how it will always be. You opened my eyes to evryting around me, your the best thing that's ever happened to me. I hope one day if not now, I make you as happy as you have made me. I think I found my true love, the one I will be with forever, and no one can change who has the key to my heart.... I love you.

Rain to Shine

As tears roll down her face, she realizes what's at stake. It's as if everything is fake, and everything she does is one big mistake. The only things she loves she has to give up. Her friendships, her relationships, all given up. As of today she just lets her past fade away. She kisses it goodbye, without a worry or a sigh. She lets the rain stop. and the clouds pass her by. Then she notices a bird that can fly, the sun comes out. Her pain disappears, and her pain disappears.

When

When your life is turning, when your heart is burning. When you make mistakes your learning. When you tell lies, when you cry ove guys, when you look strainght into someone's eyes. When your in love, and sometimes it's just a game. When your life will never be the same, when your true love has finally came. Then you realize it's all apart of life and you can't go back in time and change anything that happens.

Love

Love is that I never want to let you go, hold onto you forever feeling. The feeing of smiling all the time and not knowing why. The feeling like nothing could ever possibly bring you down, not today. Love is that I'll love you forever if you'll let me feeling. The feeling like you would die if he ever let you go. The feeling of running into his arms and letting him hold you forever. The feeling like you want to run away with to the world just to yourselves. * Love what a word what a feeling. It can be called a million different things, but it will always feel the same. * All the hugs and all the kisses are running through your mind. All the laughs and all the tears come rushing back and for even just one second everything feels perfect.

One Month

we've been together one month so far. It's been the best month of my lifei love the feeling when I think of you, it's wonderful when you hug me. Your kisses are nice and slow, when you tell me you love me im in heaven. When you look into my eyes, I feel like no one else is there. I don't want any of these feelings to go so stay with me. When I'm not wiht you I feel empty, when I see you I feel whole. When I talk to you I feel partly together, when I hear our song, I start to cry, cause your not with me, holding me and singing in my ear. I'd be broken without you.

Who...?

Who can I trust when people don't seem to be who they are? Who can I run to when there is no one else to run to? Who can I feel safe with when things are darker than they seem, and it seems oyu can't be safe where ever you go? Who can I just be myself around? Who can hold me tight when my world is falling apart before my very eyes? All I want is someone to fill my heart and please tell me that someone is you.

You Complete My Life

Just when it dawns on me and the night gets dark, your the thought that fills my head. It's hard to explain just how I feel, but I'd do anything to show you it's real. When your in my arms you whisper in my ear everything I ever wanted to hear. Every second we're apart it hurts worse than a broken heart. I ache for the sight of your beautiful eyes, you made me who I am. You complete my life.

Who They Want Me To Be

Thoughts go through my head, bitter memories, broken hearts to mend. Laying in my bed at night I think why didn't I do this or that? Would it have been so hard to stand up for what I thought was right? Am I good enough? Should I lie?Am I who I want them to see? Should I even try? Tears stream down from my eyes, I'm not who I want to be. I want to be different, I want to change. I want to leave, I want to stay. I want to be held, I want to be free. I want me be myself, not who they want me to be.

Canvas

Tears stain the ground
Colored a crimson red
Mourning for what was lost
Those words repeated in my head
The ' I love you '
You once said

Scars stain my skin
From the sharp side of the blade
That once peirced the snow white canvas
To color it red
In the darkness of night
When my mask falls
You can see
The tears I've cried for you
If only...
If only you knew

Give me your wings
As mine are only ashes
Give me your blood
As mine seeps into the ground
Give me your light
As I am dwelling in the darkness
Give me your hope
As I am lost with the pain

The kiss of death
Faintly brushes across my lips
Oh so soft
I cling onto your shadow
For you are not there

My soul's canvas
Is stained a crimson red
A reminder of the blood I've shed
For you
My one
My only


The blade
Slides across my wrist
My pitch black heart
Turns to ice
Inside of my chest
The blood soothes the yearn for you
If only...
If only you knew

"UNTITLED"

How loud does the heart cry?
Can you hear me scream?
Why should I hold on
When nothing is as it seems?

How fast does the soul bleed?
Can you see me fall?
I feel like I'm on top of the world
And then I loose it all

How quickly does the spirit fade?
Can you feel me die?
When I wake in the dead of the night
And cry...
and cry....
and cry....

"UNTITLED"

I think about the way you love me
I think about the way you care
I think about the smell of your cologne
and the way you twirl your hair

I think about the times we've had
I think about the times to come
I think about how far we're going
And I can't help but to think that your the one

I think about the day you left
I think about how much I cried
I think about how much you meant to me
And why I wanted to believe your lies

I think about the times we've had
And the times that will never come
I think about where we were going
And I still think that you're the one

Darkest Shade

Let me sink
Let me fade
Color my eyes
The darkest shade

Blink away tears
I've been fighting all day
Hoping I might
Just fade away

Express yourself
Through physical pain
With nothing to loose
And nothing to gain

Loosing my battles
In this war called life
Replacing happiness
With pain and strife

Pull myself back together
Just to break once more
Finding myself
Nearly dead on the floor

Wishing and hoping
That you'll find me some way
And that I wont be
Alone everyday

And when I sink
And when I fade
Color my eyes
The darkest shade

You wont be here
cause your gone forever
Whatever happened to
For worse or for better?

Please Remember

Please remember
All the memeories we shared
Please remember
How much he cares

Please remember
The way he smiled
Please remember
How he made my days worth while

Please remember
the sound of his laughter
Please remember
Our happily ever after

Please remember
The one thing I know
Please remember
That he loved me so...

i really thought you loved me i truly thought you cared I spent my every moment thinking you were there… you looked into my eyes and said you loved me now your holding her and sayin you -- hate -- me you held me so close I thought I couldn’t breathe now I sit here and all I do is bleed bleed out my pain, bleed away my love…now everywhere I go, you’re still all I think of…on the phone I listen to you sing me slowly to sleep, but then you’re laying next to her watching her ((d.r.e.a.m))…I remember the night when I tasted the (sweet..ness) of your kiss everything was *perfect*, your love, your tongue, your lips. But now your with her, while the blood slowly trickles from my wrist, as the warm red vile slowly covers my fist. As the world goes black my one last thought was of you….and hoping that maybe somehow our love was true

..tears of joy.. ..tears of sadness.. ..tears, you never know why they are being shed.. ..tears of anger.. ..tears of laughter.. ..tears can change the way you look and feel about someone.. ..tears of hatred.. ..tears of love.. ..tears can explain many things without words.. ..tears are the words the heart wants to speak..

Love is Love is the color of her eyes. Love is when she is always on your mind. Love is holding her hand. Love is doing everything she wants to do to keep her happy. Love is never loosing her because she is that special person. Love is putting your arm on her shoulder. Love is kissing in public. Love is always being by her side. Love is getting through the good and bad. Love is going to bed and waking up to see your dreams become a reality. Love is never cheating on her. Love is knowing she loves you and you love her.

As my eyes start to water tears start to fall..Thats when i'm thinking of you!! It all started when you said those words goodbye...I know now that i need to move on with my life but i just dont know how...I can't believe how hurt i really am...I knew i loved you i just didn't realize how much untill you said those words goodbye...And now that your gone i lost my love and best friend...The one and only person that i trusted with all my heart......

The Sun Is Gone, The Dark Has Come, The Birds No Longer Chirp. The Guy In Mind, Is Left Behind, Because He Wanted Her

I was living in heaven with you by my side. I was living in heaven with only you to confide. I was happier than ever and nothing could bring me down. But then I woke up, and off came me crown.

Running, and running from the problems, the pain but my heart is tellin me to stop and listen. listen to my tears, overcome my fears, and from there i can walk again.

Everynight what do I do? In my bed I think of you. I cry myself to sleep at night Then wake up and see the light. You don't love me, that's what I hear. So I lay in bed with a face full of tears. Loving you is so easy to do. So why can't you just love me too?

Falling Here I lie in wait. To see to hear you. But I keep falling. Falling away from the light. I hear your voice. It grows fainter. As I go deeper into the darkness. I feel cold I can not see. I wish I could feel your warmth. But it has diminshed. With the smile on your face. There I go deeper and deeper. Into the darkness I fade.

Not just infatuation, not just a crush, More like admiration, more like a rush. I fall in love again day after day, I’m in love and loving it, what more can I say? When you kiss me it sends chills down my spine, I just love knowing that you’re all mine. I love the days that we spend and the moments we share, I love the silly things you say to show me that you care. I’m giving you my heart, I’m giving you my all, Because for the first time in my life I’m actually ready to fall.

PEOPLE------ People feel loss, people feel pain. What would happen if we all went insane? If fear gripped our hearts, left us never to gain a life we knew we had paid for in pain---------- People feel happieness, people feel joy, what would happen if we were all glad? If joy filled our hearts? Left us all to recieve a life we never had to earn, just given to us out of friendly concern?

i watch you smile out the corner of your mouth. I come over moving closer and closer our lips meet we kiss, the most perfect kiss. As i pull back you whisper in my ear " i love you".